“Just remember, the same as a spectacular Vogue magazine, remember that no matter how close you follow the jumps: Continued on page whatever. No matter how careful you are, there’s going to be the sense you missed something, the collapsed feeling under your skin that you didn’t experience it all. There’s that fallen heart feeling that you rushed right through the moments where you should’ve been paying attention. Well, get used to that feeling. That’s how your whole life will feel some day. This is all practice. None of this matters. We’re just warming up.”
Maybe we’re warming up for a race on this earth or for the future of eternity. Maybe there are answers we are supposed to find while we have the benefit of being alive. Then again, maybe we just aren’t supposed to know anything or everything we want to.
I have no idea what’s going on in my life anymore. My curse is that everything changes so quickly it is hard for me to keep up. More later.
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